Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Persist - Disturb - Oswald Chambers February 29, 2012

February 29, 2012
Oswald Chambers

"What do you want the LORD to do for you?"
Luke 18:41

"LORD, that I may receive my sight"

What is the thing that not only disturbs you but makes you a disturbance? It is always something you cannot deal with yourself. "They rebuked him that he should hold his peace...but he cried so much the more." Persist in the disturbance until you get face to face with the Lord Himself, do not deify common sense. When Jesus asks us what we want Him to do for us in regard to the incredible thing with which we are faced, remember that He does not work in common-sense ways, but in supernatural ways.

Watch how we limit the LORD by remembering what we have allowed Him to do for us in the past: I always failed there, and I always shall; consequently we do not ask for what we want. "It is ridiculous to ask God to do this." If it is an impossibility, it is the thing we have to ask. If it is not an impossible thing, it is not a real disturbance. God will do the absolutely impossible.

This man received his sight. The most impossible thing to you is that you should be so identified with the LORD that there is nothing of the old life left. He will do it if you ask Him. But you have to come to the place where you believe Him to be Almighty. Faith is not in what Jesus says but in Himself; if we only look at what He says we shall never believe. When once we see Jesus, he does the impossible thing as naturally as breathing. Our agony comes through the willful stupidity of our own heart. We won't believe, we won't cut the shore line, we prefer to worry on.

What do I want the LORD to do for me? When faced with this question and then the next phrase - "What is the thing that not only disturbs you but makes you a disturbance? - and then the next phrase -
"They rebuked him that he should hold his peace...but he cried so much the more." Persist in the disturbance until you get face to face with the Lord Himself...

My answer is I want LINA's court process to move through at lightening speed - faster than anyone ever would believe or dream to be possible. It is possible because God is the God of the Universe and we are asking Him for this very thing!! He has already done the impossible and we know He will continue to do so and bring our precious little treasure home very soon.

What is the other thing that disturbs me and makes me a disturbance? IT IS OTHER CHILDREN THAT ARE WAITING, aching, crying for a family! There are so so so many others that wait and are in deep need!

We will continue to cry out so much more and we shall not hold our peace...this disturbance will drive us to persist! May our hearts break for what breaks the LORD'S heart - may our hearts break for his orphaned children...

Take a look disturbed...persist...cry out...may there be a family to commit to each child in need....

This email has only 8 children listed but there are so many more....Lina's orphanage itself has over 240 more children desperately crying out for love!

DO NOT stop persisting and may we see Jesus face to will see Jesus face to face when you look into the eyes of an orphan face to face!
1.N male - age 3 but soon 4 

Roma decent; nystagmus; corrected bilateral strabismus;convergent strabismus, partially detached retina - left eye; low birth weight; hypotrophy I - II stage; granny program; speech delays; does walk

2.D male - age 7 will soon be age 8

Down Syndrome - if anyone is interested Elena canget updated information as the information on the MOJ listing is outdated

3.Mary female - age 6 soon be age 7

Roma decent; divergent strabismus; placed at the orphanage March 16, 2007from a very bad home situation and was malnourished to II -III degree; malnourishment and condition of child is much better now that she is at orphanage; delayed development; started walking at age 3; sterotypical movements are decreasing; wakes up and cries at night; cries when exposed to water; walks unassisted; understands instructions; makes sounds but speech is delayed

4.P male- age 7 but soon will be 8

mother has personality disorder; walks and runs; very sensitive; cuddly; large vocabulary that he understands but does have some speech issues and has difficulty pronouncing words; inborn cardiac malformation - pulmonary athresia, interchamber defect and multifocal pulmonary blood supply within the boundaries of a chromosome anomaly

5.D male - just turned 5

early child autism diagnosis; walked at 2 years and 3 months; is attaching to granny from the grandmother/grandchild program

6.Dz male- 6 but will soon be 7

mother has untreated TB; he is a healthy child; left convergent strabismus of left eye; hurts himself by scratching off skin on temple and on limbs where he can reach; atypical autism; on Rispolent for auto-aggressive behaviors

7.A male- 7 but will soon be 8

Down syndrome; began walking at age 3; smiles at contact or cuddles; partly developed fine motor skills

8.K male - age 7 but will soon be 8

Down syndrome; convergin strabismus; lags behind; eats and walks independently; prounounces combination of words; likes physical contact with others; hyperactive
* please contact me at or for more information

Thank you so much for caring and for being a voice for the voiceless!  Proverbs 31; 8 -9

Do not stop persisting!  Be a disturbance...

AVI turned 5 years a voice for the voiceless...look at this precious child the world considered "worthless"!

AVI is now 5 years old!  Less than 1 year ago she was an orphan that lay flat on her back with a urinary catheter as a feeding tube.  She had club feet that were so twisted her little toes were twisted around one another.  She had what appeared to be double ankles due to the twist of her feet.  She was the developmental level of a newborn and could not even track or focus anything with her eyes.  She could not hold up her head (at all...picture how a newborn that is right out of the womb has no abilities AT ALL - that was Avi the first day I met her).  She had never tasted food on her lips or had anything to suck on and was beginning to suck on her own lips.  She was the size of a 6-9 month old infant. She could not roll over and did not smile, laugh or cry tears. She had spasms that would over take her entire body due to her cerebral palsy and the stress she was enduring.  She was considered worthless by the "world's standards" - she was an orphan with severe diagnosed issues.  She was born from a very "sad story" by a Very YOUNG birth mother that was so poor there was no way she could care for a child that had as many needs as AVI in her very poor region.

 LOOK AT HER...then

LOOK at her 10 months later...
 Avi never ever had a pair of shoes because her little feet would not fit into any type of shoe or even a baby sleeper outfit due to the twist of her feet.  She was so proud to have on her first pair of shoes...Chuck Taylor converse are the "stars" in our house!  Her big sisters all wear them and it was as if little Avi knew that she was NOW COOL because she too had her first pair of Chuck Taylor converse sneakers.  She knew she was the Star of the party and of the evening!  She knew...she is so smart and so precious!
NOW look at our AVI...the LORD blessed us with this precious adorable little girl who is most worthy of all LIFE contains for her!  She is a Child created by the MASTER of the Universe.  He knit her together in her Mother's womb and he gave her to us to cherish, teach, care for, love, honor, respect, and watch to grow into this beautiful miracle. 

The Girl's volleyball team surprised us to celebrate Avi's 5th birthday!  Once again these girls, the parents, the coach all blessed us beyond words by their love for Avi and Lina and our family!  The encouragement they bring to us every time they arrive goes beyond what our words can express!  WE really love you girls!!!  Avi and LINA will be on your bench cheering you on for your first game of the next season - YOU CAN BE sure of that!!!  They will need Volleyball shirts to advertise for the CEDAR CREST girls' Volleyball!  These girls are so much more than Volleyball...the love they have for our precious girls is so beautiful and such a blessing! Thank you so very much...we love you girls and coach and parents!

Check out these photos of our volleyball girls...

Avi had lots of friends and family that came to celebrate her 5th birthday and her first birthday at home.  Here is her snuggle buddy KYLIE...we love you KYLIE...
Her Aunt Jen came came to love her.  The party was awesome!  What a blessed evening!

Avi's sister LINA is soon coming home!  The LORD has been blessing and moving her process!  We are waiting on her court process and then we can bring her home!  She and AVI do look very much alike!  YOU ARE NOT SEEING things.  Here are a few photos from my recent trip to be with LINA.

They are both now 5 years old.  They both have dark hair and dark eyes.  Lina's hair was cut very short so it was hard to tell if she will have curls like Avi but her hair was also very thick.  They do look like twins but Avi is now much larger than Lina although less than 1 year ago she too was super tiny!  Avi has grown over 6 inches in less than 10 months.  She too was in a size 6-9 month size of clothing but is now wearing clothing that Ellianna wore just last year!  Ellianna LOVES her little sister and already shows LINAs photo around to anyone that will look!  Ellianna loves to hold Avi but that is becoming difficult for Ellianna because Avi has grown so much recently!  She is actually catching up to Ellianna in size but that does not stop Ellianna from wanting to take care of Avi.  Here is a photo that is a miracle beyond miracles if you know anything about Ellianna's personality.  Ellianna has a zest for life and can NOT sit still but here she is sitting very quiet so Avi could fall asleep on her shoulder!  HOW PRECIOUS is this....

We are ready for our little LINA to be home with us too!!!!

Pray for a speedy court process for LINA!  She needs to get home so we can love her and care for her!  Hurry home sweet little LINA BABY!

There is much happening in LINA's orphanage to care for more children that are in desperate need of medical care!  There is a fund set up for the care of these precious children!  The LORD is blessing this mission...check it out and be a voice for the voiceless!  GET out...there is something for everyone to do....

There are children around the world that need YOU to be a voice for them! 

How do you start?  Be a voice for one...if High School Volleyball Team can do can you...they have given their hearts and their love and their encouragement has given us more than words can express!!

Proverbs 31: 8-9

P.s. I know of many children in need of me for more information!!

Thursday, February 16, 2012

Angelina Mariyana Carpenter - MORE later but at least I can share some photos!!!


MORE LATER TO SHARE ABOUT LINA but she desperately needs to get home as soon as possible!!

Thank you for praying...keep praying!  God is moving!

Isaiah 26:8